Hello to all out there wanting to read about peoples fuxk up's and dirty dark secrets I'm 41 years old, separated from my long time husband, mother of 3 older children, and 5 months pregnant with my older sister's 20 year old son who lives here with the kids and I to attend college because we live close. My sister is old. divorced and remarried, and has a 3 year old. The father is also much younger. When i told her i was pregnant. She said that she rubbed off on me and laughed. that was before i told her that Travon was the father. And yes, Travon's father is black. We argued, she yelled at me, and hung up. Took her about a week to call back and talk about it. I won't abort it so we decided that my sister will help me out with money, Travon with finish school and i will take care off the baby until Travon is ready to help. My sister also doesn't want me to pressure him into being a dad. She wants him to marry some one his age and start a family. I can agree with that. As my sister says, i was the one that carelessly let a 20 year old cum in me. And i did, I have never been on birth control. My husband pulled out and we watched the days. On top of that. My husband and I tried for another baby for 10 years. I just thought i couldn't get pregnant is what i thought. When I told my husband I was pregnant. He reviled to me that he got a vasectomy and our third. He also says I can stay on his insurance until after the baby is born. All those years hoping to get pregnant, he was shooting blanks. then i got drunk one night with Travon talking about his mom and having sex and getting pregnant to a guy just a couple years older than him, we had sex. Mind blowing drunk sex. This 20 year old kid rocked my world. It was the first time I had sex in a couple years. I was sore for 10 days. this is you the gals, but I discharged his cum 12 hours later. He is about 6 foot, skinny but tone. his dick has to be 9 inches long. Its longer than thicker. it feels like be bottoms out. when he's rough and banging hard. it can be a sharp sting when he hit bottom. Since then, we make love 3 or 4 times a week. He has moved into my bed room. No one knows we are related. Travon tells me that I belong to him now and i am doing to have at least one more baby for him. It's an exciting time for me. I feel like a teenager again. It's very taboo to be 41, pregnant with a black baby while my white husband pays for the healthcare of the birth.

For what I have learned about black culture. A black male is allowed to have more than one family. It is kinda looked down on black guys that just have a bunch of kids with a bunch of women. This is why Travon says i have to have more than just one of his babies. When I talked to my sister about this she says yes, unless you get married and she doesn't want Travon to marry me. There is a lot of incest in black culture.Like if a black man marries a woman with a bunch of kids buy a bunch of guys. It is ok for him to have sex with her daughters, it's something about taking care of him because he is talking care of them. My sister has already told us that Travon is not of have sex with my 2 daughters. Well come to find out, Travon has already had sex with oldest daughter, Kim, a couple years ago. A couple of times now while we were making love and dirty talking to each other, Travon told me he was going to get Kim and me pregnant at the same time. I don't know how to talk that. I want my daughter to marry and have kids. I don't want he bring a black child into that relationship. I feel powerless to stop that. He has a lot of rules for me to follow. 1. is I'm only allowed to wear sexy lingerie on the weekends my kids are gone. 2. I'm not allowed to refuse him 3. have to shave him and i'm not allowed to have hair anywhere but my head (i don't mind because i like a hairless cock) and there is a bunch of others to like his sperm is extremely valuable so it can't go to waste. So basally it goes in my body. I don't like to swallow but black men, they like blow jobs all the time so have to swallow at least once a day. Usually when he gets home from school I have him a blow job and then he does his homework. Back to the incest. My sister has told me that after I have the baby and we go out for dinner as a couples date. Those to boys are going to want to switch with us. So that would mean I would go home with my 25 year old brother in law and my sister would go home with her son. When i asked my sister if she would do it. She said " I don't know, maybe - i don't know, I'm to old to get pregnant" Jen is 43. She's expecting me to have another baby with her son son he isn't looked down on. I asked her what she was talking about and she said "what else would they want to do this" I said wait a minute, Travon wants to get you pregnant ? And she snaps back, "and Chirs you". She called it the family mark. She said you would be surprised how many brothers do this. Then she reminded me that we are owned women and we have to do what we are told. She says no one will no. Travon and Chris will claim each others baby as their own. As I write this and I look down and my growing belly, i wonder what i have gotten into