I’ve never told anyone this before, but it feels ok to do it now.

When I was 13 and 14 I babysat a little girl that was the daughter of a woman my mom worked with. She was a little terror - 3 and still in her terrible two’s. I would be so tired when she’d get dropped off at 7a.m. I just wanted to go back to sleep.

So, I’d do things to stay alert - read her stories and put on tapes for her to watch and things. One morning I was just horny and I wanted to sneak off and rub my clit and then go back to watching her. I went into the bathroom and stuck a hand in my little gym shorts and tried to be as fast as I could. But it wasn’t happening, so I grabbed one of my makeup brushes I kept in the drawer and liked to play with. I’d rub the soft head of it on my clit and then put the handle in my pussy.

I leaned back onto the counter to get a good angle and was tickling my clit, lost in how good it felt before I realized the little brat had walked in on me.

She was blond, tiny even for 3. She said all excited and loud, “makeup!”

And I had been so close to cumming, so wet, so fucking horny, the kind you get only when you’re a teen and just want to rub yourself on any and everything to see how it feels - I just said, “Yes, makeup - do you want some?”

She said yes, so I rubbed the brush I’d had on my pussy against her face, and then I told her to come in. I locked the door this time. I told her we were going to put make up on our pussies. She looked confused so I explained - she called her privates her “bobo”. “It feels really good to put makeup on your bobo.” I pulled my shorts totally off, panties too and sat back onto the counter, my pussy about eye level with her. “Ever seen a big girl’s bobo?” She shook her head no. She looked at me then. “I call mine ‘pussy.’” She looked more and I slid the brush slowly down my clit so she could see. I shuddered. “It feels good, but really only big girls can do it, if I let you, you can’t tell anyone, you’ll get in trouble.”

“No telling!” She agreed. She pulled her little shorts down and I picked her up and sat her on the counter, kneeling in front. I painted that little baby pussy with my brush while she talked.

“Feels good,” she said over and over.

I took the tip of the slim handle and barely pressed it inside her hole. “It feels really good when you can fit something in here but you can’t yet.”

I told her I was going to use my fingers now. She was pretty wet, visibly so, as I rubbed a finger tip on her clit, pressing down a little. She actually fucking moaned and I nearly came. “Now, I want to lick it and make it clean ok?”

I realized what I was doing was wrong, but it was like she was a sex toy or something. A fun little addition to all the masturbating I did.

She said ok to my licking her and I went to town. I licked that tiny, hairless, slippery cunt until my tongue hurt and she was moaning in what may have been pain even. She seemed to cum though. She tried to back away and told me she needed to pee. My own orgasms were sometimes that intense and I spoke with my lips against her bald pussy, “it’s ok, if you pee, just do it in my face, sweetie,” and then she let go and started to shake a bit. It was a little extra wet. She might have squirted some - a thing I didn’t know existed at the time.

Then I asked her if she wanted to see what her bobo tasted like. She eagerly agreed. I told her to lick my face, and she licked her own cum off me. I opened my mouth and she took the hint, sticking her tongue on mine and wiggling it, then pulled back giggling. “That’s like my mommy and Mike.”

“Yes we can kiss like them, but that’s more grown up stuff. Nobody can know.” She kept kissing me, sloppy and then I grabbed her little face, and jammed my tongue down her throat, slurping, spitting into her. I felt kind of aggressive, I didn’t want to hurt her but I kind of did. I picked her up off the counter now, her bare wet pussy warm through my tshirt against my waist.

“Can I see your boobies?”

“Yes, but I want to see yours too, ok?”

We both took our shirts off. Her flat chest and tiny rosy nipples were so cute. She touched mine. Her eyes were kind of glassy as she stroked them.

“Do you have milk?”

I explained I didn’t but then told her I wanted her to suck like I did. She put both her little hands on one tit and clamped onto my nipple, sucking so dutifully, moaning a little. I guess it reminded her of nursing. I lazily stroked my clit while she sucked and I cradled her blond head. I shifted her around a little and played with her pussy while she sucked. She nuzzled in, eyes closed and legs flopped open while I played with her. She had this total relaxed look on her face. Like bliss.

“You’re a good girl, only the best girls get to play like this. Only good girls get to play with their pussies together.” She smiled as she sucked and I was so turned on watching her suck and smile and tapping a finger on her clit I was fighting the urge to cum hands free.

I was trying to decide how I wanted to cum. I wanted to have her tongue on me. I laid back on the bath rug and spread my legs. “Will you lick me clean?”

“Yes, like a big girl. Your pussy is pretty!”

She crouched down and began licking, just as feverishly, as excitedly as I’d licked her. I watched her blond curls bounce between my legs. Her tonight was tiny but she was right on my clit like she knew. I didn’t have to direct her. “Suck it into your mouth like you did my nipple, honey.” When she did that, my legs shook. “Suck my pussy, you are such a good girl!”

I grabbed her head as I was about to cum and smashed her face hard against me, grinding my clit into her face…”lick my fucking pussy….I love your baby pussy, play with your bobo while you make me cum…”

I exploded into the best orgasm ever.

I fucked that kid until she was 12, offering to babysit free even. We did everything there is to do together - I even had my boyfriend fuck her once while I sat in her face. I can’t believe she never told anyone, but then she had a good time. I was always a little forceful with her. It always makes me smile when I think about how annoying she was until I taught her to be good. I would literally tell her to sit still or I wouldn’t lick her, or to pick up her toys so we could do big girl things and she’d immediately do what I asked.

She wanted it. Whoever says that kids can’t consent is wrong. She wanted it. She even asked for it. She’d finish breakfast or a cartoon and sit next to me and rub one of my tits and ask, “Can we play with our pussies?” Or “Will you lick me clean?” After she’d peed. Her favorite thing to do was to lay in my lap and suck nipples while I rubbed her bald baby pussy. It seemed comforting to her and I sometimes wondered if her mom did that to her.