I'm a 36 year old married woman who has been having sex with her twin 15 year old stepsons ever since they caught me having sex with our local Rabb behind my husband's back and blackmailed me into it by threatening to tell their father and the Congregation.

I'm their father's second wife and he is much older than me. His sex drive is much lower than mine, so I think he's at least partially responsible for my infideity, but they don't see it that way, and I seriously doubt he would either.

I've stopped getting together with the Rabbi because of his fear of being found out, but when we were seeing each other sexually we regularly performed acts that are forbidden in the Torah and the Mishna. When my stepsons ask what kinds of things I used to do with him, under their threats I tell them, and they often want to try them with me too. Recently they've been using the internet to research new things to do with me, and that has given them even more salaciouis ideas of things for us to try together, including some things I've never even heard of before, let alone experienced.

As examples, last week they told me they want to bring some of their teen friends over and have me service them too, either one at a time or in multiples. They also want me to perform with a dog while they watch. If they order me to comply with those wishes, I feel like I'll have no other choice but to comply. They now have a large collection of damning pictures of me both solo and with them that would make a whore blush.

The truth is, I find that I've not only grown to deeply enjoy all this sexual attention, but have come to really need it as well, and I don't want it to stop any time soon. Even though my stepsons' sexual technique is unpolished, I'm trying to teach them to be better at it. Besides, no grown man can get hard or cum as often as a young teen boy, which suits my growing needs perfectly.

Jill C.