My mother gave birth to me when she was very young so my grandmother was the one who raised me throughout my childhood. After all of my baths, it was normal for my grandmother to put diaper rash ointment on my vagina. One afternoon, after my usual shower my grandmother layed me on her bed and spread my legs open. I remember feeling shy and covered my face with part of the towel and a pillow. When I covered my face, she gently opened up my vagina lips with her fingers and stared at it. I remember my vagina feeling tingly. Suddlenly, I felt a pleasurable feeling directly on my clit. I couldn’t believe what I was feeling, my grandmother grabbed the cotton swab full of ointment, she parted my p*ss* lips and slowly began to directly rub my clit in circular, slow motions for a few seconds. I remember gasping for air then she immediately stopped. Do you guys think she did this on purpose or accident? Is this considered molestation? After that incident happened, I would lie to her almost everyday aboit pain in my private area, she would ask me where the pain was and I would always point at my clitoris. The funny thing is that she would always rub it down. She even teasingly said once “that is not where it’s supposed to hurt” while rubbing my clitoris in circular motions with the cotton swab. Now i’m a 25 year old woman, I have dirty, taboo fantasies and I can’t have an orgasm unless I think of her rubbing and sucking on my clit. Do you guys think my grandmother enjoyed doing this to me? Why did she do this? Why didn’t she just make me cum?