Im currently a 23 yr old virgin (male) and ive always been into girls/women and man im horny ALL THE TIME, im pretty sure ive been horny since i was 5 yrs old. But in the past few years my sexual target audience has changed...

I now find little girls sexually attractive now ages 3- 10 primarily, i have 4 little sisters who dont live with me ages 7,8, 11, and 13. I havent done anything super sexual with them maybe just rub theyre pussys through their clothes then i pick them up, but thats it.

So far i been able to fight the urges pretty well i think but its getting harder and harder, ive recently found myself watching A TON of child porn and and beastiality porn and fuck I LOVE IT!

I love it so much i went and bought a but plug and an 8in dildo now i slow fuck myself while i watch childporn overall i really like it.

But this isnt how i thought i was ganna grow up,

...now i have finger fucked my friends little sisters she was 7 yrs old and over that passed summer i visited her quite a bit, i showed her all kinds of porn we watched together in her living room and masturbated she even wanted to watch me pee everytime i went to the bathroom we kissed and she loved every minute of it, she hated when i left to go to work or back home, she even cry some times

Ive also eatin out my and great niece 5yr old pussy we were play fighting and i kept spanking her so she sat on my face and pinned my arm down so i couldn't fight back, so i just started licking and moving my mouth around where her pussy would be, she kinda stayed still for a minute then got off my face and asked "what are you doing" i replyed "nothing, i couldn't breathe". (She such a bratt) she said "good!" Anyways later i started watching porn and jacking off right beside her and she immediately has questions...

One of those repeated questions was "why" and i told her because your in my house, in my room, in my bed. You can leave if youd like.

She just layed beside me and watched porn with me i eventually moved my hand over to her pussy in her panties and started rubbing and playing with her she did kinda liked it, she never got wet, just a little moist that it, we watch regular porn, child porn (which is her favorite) lesbian porn, incest porn ect...

Anyways that night she passed out in the middle of my bed while watching Troll Hunters on Netflix

She was laying on her stomach with a pillow under hips so her cute little firm butt was kinda in the air

I took pictures, i pulled down her night shorts and panties and took more pictures, then she woke up and flipped over asking "what are you doing?" I looked at her and said ..."well i kinda wanna lick your pussy" she then pulled her shorts and panties off for me and spread her legs wide apart, so i kissed her nipples and kissed down to her clit, and sucked on it, played with it, i got way to much into it because i looked up at her face and she looked so worried, i asked "how do that feel? Do you like it?" And she says "that enough" so i kissed her butthole a few moee times and pulled her shorts up and we fell alsleep

...that was 2 weeks ago. And i kinda cant wait for next time but i REALLY DON'T LIKE WHERE THIS IS HEADING, and i wanna stop before i get caught or something worse i need to stop. But shit this is hard