Im a 21 year old guy. When I was younger, around 12/13 I started fantasizing about sucking off full grown men. Like normal middleaged men like my friends dads.(along with being attracted to girls my age)I even tried meeting guys online but they thought I was the police lol idk why I was so sexual at that age but I used to walk home from the bus and go down back roads (I live in a crazy dense development) and pull my dick out my zipper and walk around like I didn't know and watch peoples reactions. This one guy started a random conversation one time while my dick was hanging out. I guess he started watching for me because every time I did it down that road he would start conversation with me, but behind his bushes where neighbors wouldn't see. He would just stare at my dick. I stopped because I got scared of getting in trouble. Awhile later, when I was def 13, I went to his house one day for something, I don't remember. He anwered the door and let me in he must have been wearing pajama pants because while he was talking to me he casually pulled his dick out. I remember it really well it was the first adult dick I ever saw. At some point he told me I could play with it so I did for a while then he taught me how to blow him and made me swallow. That's my first real sexual experience